Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind one eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a